Amidst my path, my walk...

Amidst my path, my walk,

Tore, I am, in between.

Keeping things inside, lock,

I sit staring, unseen!

 

In the war within me,

I fail to perceive, clear.

Wanting to run free,

With nothing close, near!

 

I don’t see right in any,

My right’s gone wrong!

Me, I question, many,

And answers take long!

 

Amidst my path, my walk,

Tore, I am, in between.

Afraid to step and knock,

I stand breathless, lean!

 

 

Amidst my path, my walk,

I, then, see light seeping in.

Giving strength, to chalk,

And face things within!

 

My principles, I ground,

To find myself, in me.

Something seems found,

Something, easy to see!

 

The right’s not fully right,

To right, the wrong can turn!

I gather myself to fight,

To win, to overcome, to learn!

 

Amidst my path, my walk,

I, then see, light seeping in.

With a smile, I step to rock,

To do my best in everything!

 

 

 

That's life!

Writing after a lot of time... Practical exams were on... and very soon Theory exams will dawn it's ugly head! 

A very weird feeling kept churning around my mind.... so i thought of writing! 

I have always seen people whine about…. things they didn’t get, pinnacles they didn’t achieve and expectations that were not met! Why only people, I have done it….and might do it too. That’s the way normal people react to such situations! 

It’s a different tale how people overcome such feelings. Some keep whining, while some move on. Some get frustrated, while some gradually accept it. 

But, the purpose of my blog is not this. Rather it’s quite the contrary… 

Has anyone felt that there are certain aspects of their life that they don’t deserve to receive? And when I say certain aspects I don’t mean any problem, obstacle or unpleasant situation. I mean…… has anyone felt they don’t deserve to get happiness from certain things, don’t deserve to reach certain pinnacles, and don’t deserve to keep certain expectations? 

The intention behind my blog is not to advertise the above or give a rather negative vibe about oneself to think about! 

The point is it is too damn easy to whine about things, expect from things…. But it requires a lot of maturity to think that there are certain things that are perhaps beyond our reach…..that are perhaps not meant….that perhaps we don’t deserve now! 

To justify…ultimately what we get is what we have given….  If we haven’t given enough, how can we expect to get things? 

Is it right on our part?

Is it right to not do efforts and expect results? (P.S. excludes copying in practical exams. Codes + theory + Sadu internal + Khadus external? What are we? Descendents of Einstein?)  

Is it right to expect things when we haven’t met up with other’s expectations ourselves? 

It’s different if efforts are put and results are not obtained… The only consolation or solace to think then is that perhaps, there is another bigger result waiting! But what when that’s not the case? 

If we think about it truly, there will come up things and aspects which fill the above criteria. Appreciate things…. Whatever you have got, received, achieved, met up with…. It’s yours! Nurture it and be grateful! That’s Life!

Friendship......

There’s always this ritual…. There are these days when I feel like writing but possess no idea about what to write…. Then I ask my closest pals for a topic… then depending on my thoughts, I write….

A few weeks ago, my good friend asked me to write about “Friendship”!

I didn’t write then, because I was devoid of any ideas… But today (Read: Today my mind went to flashback mode wherein it experienced and re-lived certain moments that happened in the past few days or weeks or even months.), I felt something that I want to pen down.

Friendship…. This word can’t have any synonym! Nor can anyone create one!

Friendship is not only in hanging out together, chatting with each other, watching movies together, playing games with each other, going out on picnics, taking up an activity together, studying together, celebrating birthdays and festivals together etc. These are just actions. Friendship is about all the feelings behind all those actions!

You may have a dozen friends or even more to spend your time in a certain action, but only few FRIENDS to possess those true feelings behind!

Recently I understood one very important feeling that comes in friendship…. SUPPORT!!!!

Every individual has his/her set of fears, dreams, ideas, weaknesses, passions, likes, dislikes etc. And for every aspect we carve for support which can be under the guise of an understanding, an advice, an encouragement, an inspiration etc.

We all like it. We all feel anew after we receive it!

I will give an illustration. Writing is my biggest passion till date. There’s nothing that relieves me or gives me enough solace as writing does. But going back, I don’t think, I would have ever realized this if I didn’t have my friends! My junior college friends made me write poems. They appreciated my every effort, backed me in every line…. SUPPORTED me in my every work! This continued with my degree college friends. They coaxed me to write a blog, commented on each effort, encouraged me in my dream….. SUPPORTED me in every endeavor!

Besides writing, these people also helped me in my every need, made my day when low, stood with me in despair and SUPPORTED me in my decisions!

And I hope this sustains!

Life is incomplete without this “Support-system”! Think about all those friends who supported you in every venture of your life, who stood with you in your every right or wrong doing…. Spend more with all those people….. Support them when they need you….

With this blog I would like to thank all my friends, from nursery to engineering, for their immense support during my every path, my every activity! In every little way, I am grateful to all you guys!

But, last and not the least; it would be unfair if I didn’t specially mention some people…

That individual who is virtually with me 24X7 always..... The one who stands with me in my every laugh, my every frown, my every tear.....the one who listens to my every anxiety, my every fear, my every hue and cry, my every aspiration.  

That individual in whose presence I feel protected…. The one who encourages me to be good in my every role… and inspires me to be a good human being……the one whose words strengthen me in my weakness and motivates me in my step ahead.

Concluding, I would like to put up this quote which I read somewhere…

“The best mirror is a friend’s eye! The glory of friendship is not in the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile nor the joy of companionship; it is in the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to support him!”

( P.S.  Images Courtesy: Friends!!)

 

As i walk.....

As I walk through the paths of my life……

I goof up, I scramble, I mutate, I leap,

And my eyes look for people who support me deep!

As I walk through the by-lanes of my life……

I fight, I struggle, I emerge, I seep,

But, unknown, in the corner, I silently weep!

As I walk through the roads of my life……

I growl, I moan, I grunt, I freak,

And I feel alone when there’s no one to speak!

As I walk through the tracks of my life…….

I am puzzled, I am baffled, I am stumped, I doubt,

Looking for someone who can make it easier to route!

As I walk through the courses of my life…….

I am glum, I am down, I am broke, I grieve,

And I hope for something to make it simple to perceive!

As I walk through the alleys of my life……

I get angry, I get anxious, I swear, I beat,

And I long to the one, with whom, myself, I meet!

As I walk through the rails of my life……..

I smile, I grin, I laugh, I have a blast,

Praying that this thing could forever last!!!

Mixed Feelings!!!

Has it ever happened to you? There are so many things to pen down… but when you actually write…. You find no words! There are so many things to say…. But when you open your mouth to speak…. You find no speech! There are varied feelings circulating inside your mind or heart or brain or wherever…… but when you actually pay heed to it….. You don’t know what’s wrong!

Your life seems like a jig-saw puzzle waiting to get completed.

All the words, from your friends, get into deaf ears!

Your family time goes in pretence!

You end up staring aimlessly at the things around you….. Losing track of all the other things and aspects!

You end up knowing that you are not happy….. But you don’t even realize that, within, you are sad!

You end up doing everything that pleases you…. But nothing causes that genuine smile!

You end of existing, not living…… and completely not being “you”!

Why does this actually happen?

Mood-Swing?

Stress?

Loneliness?

An unexpected change?

No, I have no answers! Nor does my intellect provide any solutions!

In fact, I am finding the answers too.

The purpose of writing this blog is simple. Every one goes through this feeling! Some choose to ignore it and move… while some continue to retrospect its roots!!!

Life is not simple….. And everything in it is not planned by you or anyone else. There are always questions which have no answers…. There are always situations which have no solutions…… There are always unscheduled hurdles which are difficult to site……. There are always things which are not in your hands……

Life is not an A, then B, then C…… Life has no paper-work! Every other time, there’s something which can blow your mind completely! Life is the biggest adventure!

The least you can do is… Go with it! Accept it the way it is! And love yours the way it is!!

Love v/s Hate......

Love rules the world,

Love rules the heart!

In places, where abuses hurled,

Love exists in which part?

Love is among friends,

One present for other.

Envy comes, trust ends,

Who, for the other, bothers?

Love is between a parent,

And the little child, lone.

Many fill old-age home rents,

Several enter adoption zones!

Love is serene and pure,

Unselfish, all lovers know!

Many end in lust and lure,

A game to use and throw!

Love is the strongest emotion,

It’s what God taught!

Why funds for ammunitions,

Why were wars fought?

Hate laughed and laughed….. In its villainous laugh…….

The world is ruled by hate,

Love is kicked to the corner!

But still, in the twist of fate,

Every man prays love’s shower!

In hate, revenge, there is,

Present in brain’s every fold!

Yet, forgiveness is bliss,

For who, no grudges, hold!

Hate is within corrupt rich,

Who have all in hands!

But, Joy is in no conscience-itch,

For who simply plough their lands!

Hate is in minds of selfish,

Of whose, success fills files!

Yet, kindness is relished.

Coz it leads to a smile!

Hate lies in proudly pride,

Who attain power with wins.

Still, love maintains your tide,

Doesn’t let you pay for sins!

Ultimately Hate lost his laugh........

In this world today, every mind has love….. every mind has hate!

Some choose the power of love…. Some choose the illusion of hate….

As much as we try, both aspects creep into our lives…..

It’s what we persist to choose…. It’s where we persist to thrive…..

Love makes you pure……. Love makes you serene…..

Perceive love in every point and love in every line……

Dedicate your life to the undeniable power of love….

And you’ll reap… you’ll attain… what you truly sowed….

Life is short.....

Has it ever happened to you? One moment, you are sad and morose thoughts are churning around your head….. And in sometime, something just unplanned happens; that takes your breath away and pastes a smile in your face so much that you start to regret that you were ever sad!

Has it ever happened to you? You’ve had a terrible week. Got caught up in work and additionally, all sorts of matters entered your life…. And suddenly, a heavenly weekend drops into your kitty. You have one of the most memorable experiences in your life, and you wonder what made you invest your week thinking about things so temporary and irreparable!

We all spend so many moments in our life sad, tensed, angry, worried, etc that we take away a chance to smile! Agreed, it’s not possible to smile always. Situations do bring in all the above emotions…. But, I believe, it’s not impossible to repair all the causes of your emotions. Sooner or Later, if you clearly see, you will find reasons to smile and tackle everything with new zest!

Because this is your LIFE!!!!!!! You don’t know what you had earlier and what you will get later!! It’s just this one life!!!

And Life’s not to whine for a girl you didn’t get…. Life’s not to do a job you don’t like….. Life’s not to give up in the last step…. Life’s not to prove you to everyone, but to prove you to yourself….. Life is a waiting for glory, for light amidst struggle and darkness!

Life is short! Do things you love… Do it for yourself and not for others…. Care for people you’re close to…. Find time for people you care……. Love truly…… Go for holidays…. Take a break…… Do everything you fear…… Fulfill every dream you dreamt….. Find time for your favorite hobby…. Play your favorite sport…. Invest time in a good deed….. Spend festivals with family and your set of friends…. Read stuff… Sing and Dance in a karaoke…

Again, Life is short! Don’t waste it in hatred and holding grudges against people…. Understand them and remember them for the good they possess…. If you make an attempt, you will surely sight those! Forgive people but don’t forget them….. Learn from mistakes but only when you should! Trust some people….. Everything can’t be achieved alone! Cut down your prejudices…. There are always things which are called “Exceptions”! Take the chances you believe in… Even if they are going to change your life forever…. They might be worth it! Never judge people…. Because nothing and no one is predictable, there are facets you fail to scrutinize! Travel a lot….. Because sometimes, getting lost will help you find yourself! And believe in God…. Man can’t answer every question!

Again, Life is SHORT! Live it like it’s yours!!!!! Live it like a dream!!!! Live it like it’s the only thing you own!!!!! And always remember… Irrespective of whatever comes your way… Life is BEAUTIFUL!!!