Mixed Feelings!!!

Has it ever happened to you? There are so many things to pen down… but when you actually write…. You find no words! There are so many things to say…. But when you open your mouth to speak…. You find no speech! There are varied feelings circulating inside your mind or heart or brain or wherever…… but when you actually pay heed to it….. You don’t know what’s wrong!

Your life seems like a jig-saw puzzle waiting to get completed.

All the words, from your friends, get into deaf ears!

Your family time goes in pretence!

You end up staring aimlessly at the things around you….. Losing track of all the other things and aspects!

You end up knowing that you are not happy….. But you don’t even realize that, within, you are sad!

You end up doing everything that pleases you…. But nothing causes that genuine smile!

You end of existing, not living…… and completely not being “you”!

Why does this actually happen?

Mood-Swing?

Stress?

Loneliness?

An unexpected change?

No, I have no answers! Nor does my intellect provide any solutions!

In fact, I am finding the answers too.

The purpose of writing this blog is simple. Every one goes through this feeling! Some choose to ignore it and move… while some continue to retrospect its roots!!!

Life is not simple….. And everything in it is not planned by you or anyone else. There are always questions which have no answers…. There are always situations which have no solutions…… There are always unscheduled hurdles which are difficult to site……. There are always things which are not in your hands……

Life is not an A, then B, then C…… Life has no paper-work! Every other time, there’s something which can blow your mind completely! Life is the biggest adventure!

The least you can do is… Go with it! Accept it the way it is! And love yours the way it is!!